Is this what its like to be scared out of your mind about being hurt. I had a bad dream last night, a usual in my life. It was emotionally scary, you didn’t want me and then you were instantly with someone else. Then I realized soon enough this is a potential reality…I’ll be leaving soon and I’m going to miss you, in fact I’m going to miss everything. I hope our split is painless, but I know it won’t be there are too many factors to account for. The good news is the new place I am going, Ill be distracted and unlike the first time I went somewhere, I’m there forever! I hope all be fine, the only thing I want is for us to be fine and I hope that if its right and your that one fate brings us together,are hope are break is clean so we can do that.